I Am Here, Why Am I Not There

May 8, 2025 | Poetry

I am here, why am I not there?
My body rooted, my soul elsewhere.
I breathe the wind, I feel the sun,
Yet chase the place where I begun.

I am the echo in a silent square,
A ghost of dreams that fills the air.
My hands touch walls I do not see,
My voice calls out to what won’t be.

I’m everywhere but nowhere true,
A drifting thought in skies of blue.
In every face, in every street,
I find myself, then feel defeat.

I hold the now, but long for when,
A thousand lives I’ve lived again.
Each moment split, a mirrored stare—
I am here, and still not there.

I move through time like falling rain,
Collecting joy, releasing pain.
A soul unbound, a restless glare—
I am nowhere, but I’m everywhere.

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